In response to some (over) positive image on facebook, I get annoyed by to many positive quotes by people who don't know negativity like people who had a life changing event like a heavy stroke.
Some people claim I shouldn't be angry, I say: its about channeling your anger in a positive direction. It starts with angry energy and the challenge is to point it in a positive direction so it can be positive energy.
I refused to give up, the anger didn't allow me to give up. So I kept on going. But don't over do it, I think I caused my own Chronic pain by ignoring headaches and other small pains. we are saying the same thing I am only a bit rude about it. I am dis inhibited as well so its hard to have a short story. I don't say be negative, I am just annoyed that normal people or people with small(er) disabilities say I am not allowed to be angry, I shouldn't be angry? But I got a stroke at 26! I lost my life, the first year is no fun, you miss a lot! it has been 5 years now and I am kind of used to it, but I still dream about running to the bus stop or snowboarding or drinking beer with friends. Now I do all kinds of fun stuff but don't say am not allowed to be angry. other people also claim that I am an inspiration because I have gotten so far. I went to Bucharest for 6 months to be playing with slightly disabled kids and am living on my own. I have 2 voluntary jobs of total of 20hours per week. I am not angry all the time just when I get frustrated about not being able to do something that used to be easy the opposite of this seems to be truefor me: I started with suffering, which I hate at a point I got used to it and the hate turned into anger now I am just afraid of not being able to do anything because of new disabilities so I do as much as possible but I have to force myself to take my rest, so I won't get worse before I am 90
